. . and when the night has weight and substance that enters into the
soul to bind a veil about it … . Then sleep took him … .
Thus it seemed to him, at least. Yet it was true that the lap of
water, just beyond the tent door, still beat time with his lessening
pulses when he realized that he was lying with his eyes open and that
another sound had recently introduced itself with cunning softness
between the splash and murmur of the little waves.
And, long before he understood what this sound was, it had stirred
in him the centres of pity and alarm. He listened intently, though at
first in vain, for the running blood beat all its drums too noisily in
his ears. Did it come, he wondered, from the lake, or from the woods? .
. .
Then, suddenly, with a rush and a flutter of the heart, he knew
that it was close beside him in the tent; and, when he turned over for
a better hearing, it focussed itself unmistakably not two feet away. It
was a sound of weeping; Defago upon his bed of branches was sobbing in
the darkness as though his heart would break, the blankets evidently
stuffed against his mouth to stifle it.
And his first feeling, before he could think or reflect, was the
rush of a poignant and searching tenderness. This intimate, human
sound, heard amid the desolation about them, woke pity. It was so
incongruous, so pitifully incongruous — and so vain! Tears — in this
vast and cruel wilderness: of what avail? He thought of a little child
crying in mid-Atlantic … . Then, of course, with fuller
realization, and the memory of what had gone before, came the descent
of the terror upon him, and his blood ran cold.
“Defago,” he whispered quickly, “what’s the matter?” He tried to
make his voice very gentle. “Are you in pain — unhappy — ?” There was
no reply, but the sounds ceased abruptly. He stretched his hand out and
touched him. The body did not stir.
“Are you awake?” for it occurred to him that the man was crying in
his sleep. “Are you cold?” He noticed that his feet which were
uncovered, projected beyond the mouth of the tent. He spread an extra
fold of his own blankets over them. The guide had slipped down in his
bed, and the branches seemed to have been dragged with him. He was
afraid to pull the body back again, for fear of waking him.
One or two tentative questions he ventured softly, but though he
waited for several minutes there came no reply, nor any sign of
movement. Presently he heard his regular and quiet breathing, and
putting his hand again gently on the breast, felt the steady rise and
fall beneath.
“Let me know if anything’s wrong,” he whispered, “or if I can do
anything. Wake me at once if you feel — queer.”
He hardly knew quite what to say. He lay down again, thinking and
wondering what it all meant.
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