Defago, of course, had been crying in his
sleep. Some dream or other had afflicted him. Yet never in his life
would he forget that pitiful sound of sobbing, and the feeling that the
whole awful wilderness of woods listened … .
His own mind busied itself for a long time with the recent events,
of which this took its mysterious place as one, and though his reason
successfully argued away all unwelcome suggestions, a sensation of
uneasiness remained, resisting ejection, very deep-seated — peculiar
beyond ordinary.
But sleep, in the long run, proves greater than all emotions. His
thoughts soon wandered again; he lay there, warm as toast, exceedingly
weary; the night soothed and comforted, blunting the edges of memory
and alarm. Half-an-hour later he was oblivious of everything in the
outer world about him.
Yet sleep, in this case, was his great enemy, concealing all
approaches, smothering the warning of his nerves.
As, sometimes, in a nightmare events crowd upon each others’ heels
with a conviction of dreadfullest reality, yet some inconsistent detail
accuses the whole display of incompleteness and disguise, so the events
that now followed, though they actually happened, persuaded the mind
somehow that the detail which could explain them had been overlooked in
the confusion, and that therefore they were but partly true, the rest
delusion. At the back of the sleeper’s mind something remains awake,
ready to let slip the judgment, “All this is not quite real; when you
wake up you’ll understand.”
And thus, in a way, it was with Simpson. The events, not wholly
inexplicable or incredible in themselves, yet remain for the man who
saw and heard them a sequence of separate acts of cold horror, because
the little piece that might have made the puzzle clear lay concealed or
overlooked.
So far as he can recall, it was a violent movement, running
downwards through the tent towards the door, that first woke him and
made him aware that his companion was sitting bolt upright beside him
— quivering. Hours must have passed, for it was the pale gleam of the
dawn that revealed his outline against the canvas. This time the man
was not crying; he was quaking like a leaf; the trembling he felt
plainly through the blankets down the entire length of his own body.
Defago had huddled down against him for protection, shrinking away from
something that apparently concealed itself near the door-flaps of the
little tent.
Simpson thereupon called out in a loud voice some question or other
— in the first bewilderment of waking he does not remember exactly
what — and the man made no reply. The atmosphere and feeling of true
nightmare lay horribly about him, making movement and speech both
difficult. At first, indeed, he was not sure where he was — whether in
one of the earlier camps, or at home in his bed at Aberdeen. The sense
of confusion was very troubling.
And next — almost simultaneous with his waking, it seemed — the
profound stillness of the dawn outside was shattered by a most uncommon
sound. It came without warning, or audible approach; and it was
unspeakably dreadful. It was a voice, Simpson declares, possibly a
human voice; hoarse yet plaintive — a soft, roaring voice close
outside the tent, overhead rather than upon the ground, of immense
volume, while in some strange way most penetratingly and seductively
sweet. It rang out, too, in three separate and distinct notes, or
cries, that bore in some odd fashion a resemblance, far-fetched yet
recognizable, to the name of the guide: “De-fa-go!”
The student admits he is unable to describe it quite intelligently,
for it was unlike any sound he had ever heard in his life, and combined
a blending of such contrary qualities. “A sort of windy, crying voice,”
he calls it, “as of something lonely and untamed, wild and of
abominable power … .”
And, even before it ceased, dropping back into the great gulfs of
silence, the guide beside him had sprung to his feet with an answering
though unintelligible cry. He blundered against the tent-pole with
violence, shaking the whole structure, spreading his arms out
frantically for more room, and kicking his legs impetuously free of the
clinging blankets. For a second, perhaps two, he stood upright by the
door his outline dark against the pallor of the dawn; then, with a
furious, rushing speed, before his companion could move a hand to stop
him, he shot with a plunge through the flaps of canvas — and was gone.
And as he went — so astonishingly fast that the voice could actually
be heard dying in the distance — he called aloud in tones of anguished
terror that at the same time held something strangely like the frenzied
exultation of delight —
“Oh! oh! My feet of fire! My burning feet of fire! Oh! oh! This
height and fiery speed!”
And then the distance quickly buried it, and the deep silence of
very early morning descended upon the forest as before.
It had all come about with such rapidity that, but for the evidence
of the empty bed beside him Simpson could almost have believed it to
have been the memory of a nightmare carried over from sleep. He still
felt the warm pressure of that vanished body against his side; there
lay the twisted blankets in a heap; the very tent yet trembled with the
vehemence of the impetuous departure. The strange words rang in his
ears, as though he still heard them in the distance — wild language of
a suddenly stricken mind.
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