Moreover, it was not only the senses of sight
and hearing that reported uncommon things to his brain, for even while
the man cried and ran, he had become aware that a strange perfume,
faint yet pungent, pervaded the interior of the tent. And it was at
this point, it seems, brought to himself by the consciousness that his
nostrils were taking this distressing odour down into his throat, that
he found his courage, sprang quickly to his feet — and went out.
The grey light of dawn that dropped, cold and glimmering, between
the trees revealed the scene tolerably well. There stood the tent
behind him, soaked with dew; the dark ashes of the fire, still warm;
the lake, white beneath a coating of mist, the islands rising darkly
out of it like objects packed in wool; and patches of snow beyond among
the clearer spaces of the Bush — everything cold, still, waiting for
the sun. But nowhere a sign of the vanished guide — still, doubtless,
flying at frantic speed through the frozen woods. There was not even
the sound of disappearing footsteps, nor the echoes of the dying voice.
He had gone — utterly.
There was nothing; nothing but the sense of his recent presence, so
strongly left behind about the camp; and — this penetrating,
all-pervading odour.
And even this was now rapidly disappearing in its turn. In spite of
his exceeding mental perturbation, Simpson struggled hard to detect its
nature, and define it, but the ascertaining of an elusive scent, not
recognized subconsciously and at once, is a very subtle operation of
the mind. And he failed. It was gone before he could properly seize or
name it. Approximate description, even, seems to have been difficult,
for it was unlike any smell he knew. Acrid rather, not unlike the odour
of a lion, he thinks, yet softer and not wholly unpleasing, with
something almost sweet in it that reminded him of the scent of decaying
garden leaves, earth, and the myriad, nameless perfumes that make up
the odour of a big forest. Yet the “odour of lions” is the phrase with
which he usually sums it all up.
Then — it was wholly gone, and he found himself standing by the
ashes of the fire in a state of amazement and stupid terror that left
him the helpless prey of anything that chose to happen. Had a musk-rat
poked its pointed muzzle over a rock, or a squirrel scuttled in that
instant down the bark of a tree, he would most likely have collapsed
without more ado and fainted. For he felt about the whole affair the
touch somewhere of a great Outer Horror … and his scattered powers
had not as yet had time to collect themselves into a definite attitude
of fighting self-control.
Nothing did happen, however. A great kiss of wind ran softly
through the awakening forest, and a few maple leaves here and there
rustled tremblingly to earth. The sky seemed to grow suddenly much
lighter. Simpson felt the cool air upon his cheek and uncovered head;
realized that he was shivering with the cold; and making a great
effort, realized next that he was alone in the Bush — and that he was
called upon to take immediate steps to find and succour his vanished
companion.
Make an effort, accordingly, he did, though an ill-calculated and
futile one. With that wilderness of trees about him, the sheet of water
cutting him off behind, and the horror of that wild cry in his blood,
he did what any other inexperienced man would have done in similar
bewilderment: he ran about, without any sense of direction, like a
frantic child, and called loudly without ceasing the name of the guide
—
“Defago! Defago! Defago!” he yelled, and the trees gave him back
the name as often as he shouted, only a little softened — “Defago!
Defago! Defago!”
He followed the trail that lay for a short distance across the
patches of snow, and then lost it again where the trees grew too
thickly for snow to lie. He shouted till he was hoarse, and till the
sound of his own voice in all that unanswering and listening world
began to frighten him. His confusion increased in direct ratio to the
violence of his efforts. His distress became formidably acute, till at
length his exertions defeated their own object, and from sheer
exhaustion he headed back to the camp again. It remains a wonder that
he ever found his way. It was with great difficulty, and only after
numberless false clues, that he at last saw the white tent between the
trees, and so reached safety.
Exhaustion then applied its own remedy, and he grew calmer.
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