Always these same gray envelopes. I’ve kept count of them because
after each one he has been like a man who has had some dreadful shock. It takes
him hours to shake off their effect. I’ve told him so. I’ve told him I must
know from whom they come, because I can see they’re killing him. He won’t
answer my questions; he says he can’t tell me anything about the letters; but
last night he promised to go away with me—to get away from them.”
Mrs.
Ashby, with shaking steps, had gone to one of the armchairs and sat down in it,
her head drooping forward on her breast. “Ah,” she murmured.
“So
now you understand—”
“Did
he tell you it was to get away from them?”
“He
said, to get away—to get away. He was sobbing so that
he could hardly speak. But I told him I knew that was why.”
“And
what did he say?”
“He
took me in his arms and said he’d go wherever I wanted.”
“Ah,
thank God!” said Mrs. Ashby. There was a silence, during which she continued to
sit with bowed head, and eyes averted from her daughter-in-law. At last she
looked up and spoke. “Are you sure there have been as many as nine?”
“Perfectly. This is the ninth. I’ve kept count.”
“And
he has absolutely refused to explain?”
“Absolutely.”
Mrs.
Ashby spoke through pale contracted lips. “When did they begin to come? Do you
remember?”
Charlotte laughed again. “Remember? The first one
came the night we got back from our honeymoon.”
“All
that time?” Mrs. Ashby lifted her head and spoke with sudden energy. “Then—Yes, open it.”
The
words were so unexpected that Charlotte felt the blood in her temples, and her
hands began to tremble again. She tried to slip her finger under the flap of
the envelope, but it was so tightly stuck that she had to hunt on her husband’s
writing table for his ivory letter-opener. As she pushed about the familiar
objects his own hands had so lately touched, they sent through her the icy
chill emanating from the little personal effects of someone newly dead. In the
deep silence of the room the tearing of the paper as she slit the envelope
sounded like a human cry. She drew out the sheet and carried it to the lamp.
“Well?”
Mrs. Ashby asked below her breath.
Charlotte did not move or answer. She was bending
over the page with wrinkled brows, holding it nearer and nearer to the light.
Her sight must be blurred, or else dazzled by the reflection of the lamplight
on the smooth surface of the paper, for, strain her eyes as she would, she
could discern only a few faint strokes, so faint and
faltering as to be nearly undecipherable.
“I
can’t make it out,” she said.
“What
do you mean, dear?”
“The
writing’s too indistinct… Wait.”
She
went back to the table and, sitting down close to Kenneth’s reading lamp,
slipped the letter under a magnifying glass. All this time she was aware that
her mother-in-law was watching her intently.
“Well?”
Mrs. Ashby breathed.
“Well,
it’s no clearer. I can’t read it.”
“You
mean the paper is an absolute blank?”
“No, not quite. There is writing on it. I can make out
something like ‘mine’—oh, and ‘come’. It might be ‘come’.”
Mrs.
Ashby stood up abruptly. Her face was even paler than before.
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