She advanced to
the table and, resting her two hands on it, drew a deep breath. “Let me see,”
she said, as if forcing herself to a hateful effort.
Charlotte felt the contagion of her whiteness. “She
knows,” she thought. She pushed the letter across the table. Her mother-in-law
lowered her head over it in silence, but without touching it with her pale
wrinkled hands.
Charlotte stood watching her as she herself, when she
had tried to read the letter, had been watched by Mrs. Ashby. The latter
fumbled for her glasses, held them to her eyes, and bent still closer to the
outspread page, in order, as it seemed, to avoid touching it. The light of the
lamp fell directly on her old face, and Charlotte reflected what depths of the unknown may
lurk under the clearest and most candid lineaments. She had never seen her
mother-in-law’s features express any but simple and sound emotions—cordiality,
amusement, a kindly sympathy; now and again a flash of wholesome anger. Now
they seemed to wear a look of fear and hatred, of incredulous dismay and almost
cringing defiance. It was as if the spirits warring within her had distorted
her face to their own likeness. At length she raised her head. “I can’t—I can’t,”
she said in a voice of childish distress.
“You
can’t make it out either?”
She
shook her head, and Charlotte saw two tears roll down her cheeks.
“Familiar
as the writing is to you?” Charlotte insisted with twitching lips.
Mrs.
Ashby did not take up the challenge. “I can make out nothing—nothing.”
“But
you do know the writing?”
Mrs.
Ashby lifted her head timidly; her anxious eyes stole with a glance of
apprehension around the quiet familiar room. “How can I tell? I was startled at
first…”
“Startled
by the resemblance?”
“Well,
I thought—”
“You’d
better say it out, mother! You knew at once it was her writing?”
“Oh,
wait, my dear—wait.”
“Wait
for what?”
Mrs.
Ashby looked up; her eyes, travelling slowly past Charlotte, were lifted to the blank wall behind her
son’s writing table.
Charlotte, following the glance, burst into a shrill
laugh of accusation. “I needn’t wait any longer! You’ve answered me now! You’re
looking straight at the wall where her picture used to hang!”
Mrs.
Ashby lifted her hand with a murmur of warning. “Sh-h.”
“Oh,
you needn’t imagine that anything can ever frighten me again!” Charlotte cried.
Her
mother-in-law still leaned against the table. Her lips moved plaintively. “But
we’re going mad—we’re both going mad. We both know such things are impossible.”
Her
daughter-in-law looked at her with a pitying stare. “I’ve known for a long time
now that everything was possible.”
“Even this?”
“Yes, exactly this.”
“But
this letter—after all, there’s nothing in this letter—”
“Perhaps
there would be to him. How can I tell? I remember his saying to me once that if
you were used to a handwriting the faintest stroke of
it became legible. Now I see what he meant. He was used to it.”
“But
the few strokes that I can make out are so pale. No one could possibly read
that letter.”
Charlotte laughed again. “I suppose everything’s pale
about a ghost,” she said stridently.
“Oh,
my child—my child—don’t say it!”
“Why
shouldn’t I say it, when even the bare walls cry it out? What difference does
it make if her letters are illegible to you and me? If even you can see her
face on that blank wall, why shouldn’t he read her writing on this blank paper?
Don’t you see that she’s everywhere in this house, and the closer to him because
to everyone else she’s become invisible?” Charlotte dropped into a chair and covered her face
with her hands. A turmoil of sobbing shook her from
head to foot. At length a touch on her shoulder made her look up, and she saw
her mother-in-law bending over her. Mrs. Ashby’s face seemed to have grown
still smaller and more wasted, but it had resumed its usual quiet look.
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