I remembered in a flash that when I
had first seen her I had thought there was a look about her mouth and eyes
unlike that of any other woman I had known; as if she had had a different
experience from theirs. Now I knew what that experience was: the black shadow
of the criminal court, and the long lonely fight to save her neck. And I’d been
trying to talk reason to a woman who’d been through that!
“My poor girl—my poor child!” I held out my arms, and she
fell into them and wept out her agony. There were no more words to be said; no
words could help her. Only the sense of human nearness, human pity, of a man’s
arms about her, and his heart against hers, could draw her out of her icy hell
into the common warmth of day.
Perhaps
it was the thought of that healing warmth which made me suddenly want to take
her away from the Nottingham lace curtains and the Swiss water-fall. For
a while we sat silent, and I held her close; then I said: “Come out for a walk
with me. There are beautiful walks close by, up through the beechwoods.”
She
looked at me with a timid smile. I knew now that she would do all I told her
to; but before we started out I must rid my mind of another load. “I want to
have you all to myself for the rest of the day. Where’s Miss Wilpert?” I asked.
Miss
Wilpert was away in Milan, she said, and would not be back till late. She had gone to see about
passport visas and passages on a cruising liner which was sailing from Genoa to the Aegean in a few days. The ladies thought of taking
the cruise. I made no answer, and we walked out through the pension garden, and mounted the path to
the beechwoods.
We
wandered on for a long time, saying hardly anything to each other; then we sat
down on the mossy steps of one of the little pilgrimage chapels among the trees.
It is a place full of sweet solitude, and gradually it laid its quieting touch
on the tormented creature at my side.
As
we sat there the day slipped down the sky, and we watched, through the great
branches, the lake turning golden and then fading, and the moon rising above
the mountains. I put my hand on hers. “And now let’s make some plans,” I said.
I
saw the apprehensive look come back to her eyes. “Plans—oh, why, today?”
“Isn’t
it natural that two people who’ve decided to live together should want to talk
over their future? When are we going to be married—to begin with?”
She
hesitated for a long time, clasping and unclasping her unhappy hands. She had
passed the stage of resistance, and I was almost sure she would not return to
it again. I waited, and at length she said, looking away from me: “But you
don’t like Cassie.”
The
words were a shock, though I suppose I must have expected them. On the whole, I
was glad they had been spoken; I had not known how to bring the subject up, and
it was better she should do it for me.
“Let’s
say, dear, that Cassie and I don’t like each other. Isn’t that nearer the
truth?”
“Well,
perhaps; but—”
“Well,
that being so, Cassie will certainly be quite as anxious to strike out for
herself as I shall be to—”
She
interrupted me with a sudden exclamation. “No, no! She’ll never leave
me—never.”
“Never
leave you? Not when you’re my wife?”
She
hung her head, and began her miserable finger-weaving again. “No; not even if
she lets me—”
“Lets
you—?”
“Marry
you,” she said in a whisper.
I
mastered her hands, and forced her to turn around to me. “Kate—look at me; straight at me. Shall I tell you something? Your
worst enemy’s not Kate Spain; it’s Cassie Wilpert.”
She
freed herself from my hold and drew back. “My worst enemy?
Cassie—she’s been my only friend!”
“At the time of the trial, yes. I understand that; I
understand your boundless gratitude for the help she gave you. I think I feel
about that as you’d want me to. But there are other ways of showing your
gratitude than by sharing the rest of your life with her.”
She
listened, drooping again. “I’ve tried every other way,” she said at length,
below her breath.
“What
other ways?”
“Oh, everything. I’m rich you know, now,” she interrupted
herself, her colour rising. “I offered her the house at Cayuga—it’s a good
house; they say it’s very valuable. She could have sold it if she didn’t want
to live there.
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