"I may be young, but to-night I know—I want to
live! And I will chance the hurt, because I know that only you can
teach me—just how—"'
Then his voice broke, and he bent down and covered her hand with
kisses.
She quivered a little and drew away. She picked up a great bunch of
tuberoses, and broke off all their tops. "There, take them!" she said,
pressing them into his hands, and those against his heart. "Take them
and go—and dream of me. You have chosen. Dream of me to-night and
remember—there is to-morrow."
Then she glided back from him, and before he realised it she had gone
noiselessly away through another door.
Paul stood still. The room swam; his head swam. Then he stumbled out
on to the terrace, under the night sky, the white blossoms still
pressed against his heart.
He must have walked about for hours. The grey dawn was creeping over
the silent world when at last he went back to the hotel and to his
bed.
There he slept and dreamt—never a dream! For youth and health are
glorious things. And he was tired out.
The great sun was high in the heavens when next he awoke. And the room
was full of the scent of tuberoses, scattered on the pillow beside
him. Presently, when his blue eyes began to take in the meaning of
things, he remembered and bounded up. For was not this the
commencement of his first real day?
CHAPTER IV
The problem which faced Paul, when he had finished a very late
breakfast, was how he should see her soon—the lady in black.
He could not go and call like an ordinary visitor, because he did not
know her name! That was wonderful—did not even know her name, or
anything about her, only that his whole being was thrilling with
anxiety to see her again.
The simplest thing to do seemed to descend into the hall and look at
the Visitors' List, which he promptly did.
There were only a few people in the hotel; it was not hard, therefore,
guessing at the numbers of the rooms, to arrive at the conviction that
"Mme. Zalenska and suite" might be what he was searching
for. Zalenska—she was possibly Russian after all. And what was her
christian name? That he longed to know.
As he stood staring, his fair forehead puckered into a frown of
thought, the silver-haired servant came up behind him and said, with
his respectful, dignified bearing:
"De la part de Madame," handing Paul a letter the while.
What could it contain?
But this was not the moment for speculation—he would read and see.
He turned his back on the servant, and walked towards the light, while
he tore open the envelope. It had the most minute sphinx in the
corner, and the paper was un-English, and rather thin.
This was what he read:
"Morning.
"Paul, I am young to-day, and we must see the blue lake and the green
trees. Come to the landing towards the station, and I will call for
you in my launch. And you shall be young, too, Paul—and teach me!
Give Dmitry the answer."
"The answer is, 'Yes, immediately'—tell Madame," Paul said.
And then he trod on air until he arrived at the landing she had
indicated. Soon the launch glided up, he saw her there reclining under
an awning of striped green.
It was a well-arranged launch, the comfortable deck-chairs were in the
bows, and the steering took place from a raised perch behind the
cabin, so the two were practically alone. The lady was in grey to-day,
and it suited her strangely. Her eyes gleamed at him, full of
mischief, under her large grey hat.
Paul drew his chair a little forward, turning it so that he could look
at her without restraint.
"How good of you to send for me," he said delightedly.
She smiled a radiant smile. "Was it? I am capricious, I did not think
of the good for you, only I wanted you—to please myself. I wish to be
foolish to-day, Paul, and see your eyes dance, and watch the light on
your curls."
Paul frowned; it was as if she thought him a baby.
Then the lady leant back and laughed, the sound was of golden bells.
"Yes, you are a baby!" she said, answering his thoughts. "A great,
big, beautiful baby, Paul."
If Paul had been a girl he would have pouted.
She turned from him and gazed over the lake; it was looking
indescribably beautiful, with the colours of the springtime.
"Do you see the green of those beeches by the water, Paul? Look at
their tenderness, next the dark firs—and then the blue beyond—and
see, there is a copper beech, he is king of them all! I would like to
build a châlet up in some part like that, and come there each year in
May—to read fairy-tales."
For the first time in his life Paul saw with different eyes—just the
beauty of things—and forgot to gauge their sporting possibilities. An
infinite joy was flooding his being, some sensation he had not dreamed
about even, of happiness and fulfilment.
She appeared to him more alluring than ever, and young and gay—as
young as Isabella! And then his thoughts caused him to take in his
breath with a hiss—Isabella—how far away she seemed. Of course he
could never love any one else—but—
"Don't think of it, then," the lady whispered. "Be young like me, and
live under the blue sky."
How was it she knew his thoughts always? He blushed while he
stammered: "No—I won't think of it—or anything but you—Princess."
"Daring one!" she said, "who told you to call me that? The hotel
people have been talking, I suppose."
"No," said Paul, surprised, "I called you Princess just because you
seem like one to me—but now I guess from what you say, you are not
plain Madame Zalenska."
Her eyes clouded for a second. "Madame Zalenska does to travel
with—but you shall call me what you like."
He grew emboldened.
"I suddenly feel I want so much—I want to know why your eyes were so
mocking through the trees on the Bürgenstock? They drove me nearly
mad, you know, and I raced about after you like a dog after a hare!"
"I thought you would—you did not control the expression when you
gazed up at me! And so I was the true hare—and ran away!"
She looked down suddenly and was silent for some moments, then she
turned the conversation from these personal things. She led his
thoughts into new channels—made him observe the trees and sky, and
the wonderful beauty of it all, and with lightning flashes took him
into unknown speculations on emotions and the meaning of things.
A new existence seemed to open to Paul's view.
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