And all the while she
lay back in her chair almost motionless, only her wonderful eyes lit
up the strange whiteness of her face. There was not a touch of
mauvaise honte, or explanation of the unusualness of this
situation in her manner. It had a perfect, quiet dignity, as if to
look into the eyes of an unknown young man at night over an ivy
terrace, and then spend a day with him alone, were the most natural
things in the world to do.
Paul felt she was a queen whose actions must be left unquestioned.
Presently they came to a small village, and here she would land and
lunch. And from somewhere behind the cabin Dmitry appeared, and was
sent on ahead, so that when they walked into the little hotel a simple
repast was waiting for them.
By this time Paul was absolutely enthralled. Never in his whole life
had he spent such a morning. His imagination was expanded. He saw new
vistas. His brain almost whirled. Was it he—Paul Verdayne—who was
seated opposite this divine woman, drinking in her voice, and
listening to her subtle curious thoughts?
And what were the commonplace, ordinary things which had hitherto
occupied his mind? How had he ever wasted a moment on them?
It was his first awakening.
When it came to the end—this delightful repast—he called the waiter,
and wanted to pay the bill; small enough in all conscience. But a new
look appeared round the lady's mouth—imperious, with an instantaneous
flash in her eyes—a pure, steel-grey they were to-day.
"Leave it to Dmitry," she said quickly. "I never occupy myself with
money. They displease me, these details—and why spoil my day?"
But Paul was an Englishman, and resented any woman's paying for his
food. His mouth changed, too, and looked obstinate.
"I say, you know—" he began.
Then she turned upon him.
"Understand at once," she said haughtily. "Either you leave me
unjarred by your English conventionalities, or you pay these miserable
francs and go back to Lucerne alone!"
Paul shrugged his shoulders. He was angry, but could not insist
further.
When they got outside, her voice grew caressing again as she led the
way to a path up among the young beeches.
"Paul—foolish one!" she said. "Do you not think I understand and know
you—and your quaint English ways? But imagine how silly it is. I am
quite aware that you have ample money to provide me with a feast of
Midas—all of gold—if necessary, and you shall some day, if you
really wish. But to stop over paltry sums of francs, to destroy the
thread of our conversation and thoughts—to make it all banal and
everyday! That is what I won't have. Dmitry is there for nothing else
but to éviter for me these details. It is my holiday, my
pleasure-day, my time of joy. I felt young, Paul. You would not make
one little shadow for me—would you, ami?"
No voice that he had ever dreamt of possessed so many tones in it as
hers—even one of pathos, as she lingered over the word "shadow," All
his annoyance melted. He only felt he would change the very mainspring
of his life if necessary to give her pleasure and joy.
"Of course I would not make a shadow,—surely you know that," he
said, moved. "Only you see a man generally pays for a woman's food."
"When she belongs to him—but I don't belong to you, baby Paul. You,
for the day, belong to me—and are my guest!"
"Very well, then, we won't talk about it," he said, resigned by the
caress in her words. To belong to her! That was something, if but for
one day.
"Only it must never come up again, this question", she
insisted. "Should we spend more hours on this lake, or other lakes—or
mountains, or rivers, or towns—let us speak never of money, or
paying. If you only knew of how I hate it! the cruel yellow gold! I
have heaps of it—heaps of it! and for it human beings have always
paid so great a price. Just this once in life let it bring happiness
and peace."
He wondered at the concentrated feeling she expressed. What could the
price be? And what was her history?"
"So it is over, our little breeze," she said gently, after a
pause.
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