She had owned to Manford that she was sick of the rush
and needed a rest; had half promised to come to Cedarledge with the
boy for Easter. Jim would be taking his father down to the island
off the Georgia coast; and Jim's being away might be a good thing.
These modern young women soon tired of what they were used to; Lita
would appreciate her husband all the more after a separation.
Well, only a few weeks more, and perhaps it would come true. She
had never seen the Cedarledge dogwood in bud, the woods trembling
into green. Manford, smiling at the vision, stooped to pick up the
"Looker–on" and refresh his memory.
But it wasn't the right number: there were no gardens in it. Why
had Miss Vollard given it to him? As he fluttered the pages they
dropped open at: "Oriental Sage in Native Garb"—. Oh, damn the
Mahatma! "Dawnside Co–Eds"—oh, damn…
He stood up to thrust the paper under one of the heavily–shaded
lamps. At home, where Pauline and reason ruled, the lighting was
disposed in such a way that one could always read without moving
from one's chair; but in this ridiculous house, where no one ever
opened a book, the lamps were so perversely placed, and so deeply
shrouded, that one had to hold one's paper under the shade to make
out anything.
He scrutinized the picture, shrugged away his disgusted recognition
of Bee Lindon, looked again and straightened his eye–glasses on his
nose to be doubly sure—the lawyer's instinct of accuracy
prevailing over a furious inward tremor.
He walked to the door, and then turned back and stood irresolute.
To study the picture he had lifted the border of the lampshade, and
the light struck crudely on the statue above Lita's divan; the
statue of which Pauline (to her children's amusement) always said a
little apprehensively that she supposed it must be Cubist. Manford
had hardly noticed the figure before, except to wonder why the
young people admired ugliness: half lost in the shadows of the
niche, it seemed a mere bundle of lumpy limbs. Now, in the glare—
"Ah, you carrion, you!" He clenched his fist at it. "THAT'S what
they want—that's their brutish idol!" The words came stammering
from him in a blur of rage. It was on Jim's account … the
shock, the degradation… The paper slipped to the floor, and he
dropped into his seat again.
Slowly his mind worked its way back through the disgust and
confusion. Pauline had been right: what could one expect from a
girl brought up in that Landish house? Very likely no one had ever
thought of asking where she was, where she had been—Mrs. Landish,
absorbed in her own silly affairs, would be the last person to
know.
Well, what of that? The modern girl was always free, was expected
to know how to use her freedom. Nona's independence had been as
scrupulously respected as Jim's; she had had her full share of the
perpetual modern agitations. Yet Nona was firm as a rock: a man's
heart could build on her. If a woman was naturally straight, jazz
and night–clubs couldn't make her crooked…
True, in Nona's case there had been Pauline's influence: Pauline
who, whatever her faults, was always good–humoured and usually wise
with her children. The proof was that, while they laughed at her,
they adored her: he had to do her that justice. At the thought of
Pauline a breath of freshness and honesty swept through him. He
had been unfair to her lately, critical, irritable. He had been
absorbing a slow poison, the poison emanating from this dusky self–
conscious room, with all its pernicious implications. His first
impression of Lita, when he had thought her ugly and pretentious,
rushed back on him, dissipating the enchantment.
"Oh, I'm glad you waited—" She was there before him, her little
heart–shaped face deep in its furs, like a bird on the nest. "I
wanted to see you today; I WILLED you to wait." She stood there,
her head slightly on one side, distilling her gaze through half–
parted lids like some rare golden liquid.
Manford stared back. Her entrance had tangled up the words in his
throat: he stood before her choked with denunciation and invective.
And then it occurred to him how much easier it was just to say
nothing—and to go. Of course he meant to go. It was no business
of his: Jim Wyant was not his son. Thank God he could wash his
hands of the whole affair.
He mumbled: "Dining out. Can't wait."
"Oh, but you must!" Her hand was on his arm, as light as a petal.
"I want you." He could just see the twinkle of small round teeth
as her upper lip lifted… "Can't … can't." He tried to
disengage his voice, as if that too were tangled up in her.
He moved away toward the door. The "Looker–on" lay on the floor
between them. So much the better; she would find it when he was
gone! She would understand then why he hadn't waited. And no fear
of Jim's getting hold of the paper; trust her to make it disappear!
"Why, what's that?" She bent her supple height to pick it up and
moved to the lamp, her face alight.
"You darling, you—did you bring me this? What luck! I've been
all over the place hunting for a copy—the whole edition's sold
out.
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