Did you ever
carry out your scheme of writing a series of sonnets embodying all the great
epochs of art?”
“No,”
said Birkton, indifferently.
“It
seems a pity, after such a fine beginning. Now just listen to this—listen to it
as if it had been written by somebody else:
“‘Strange
hour of art’s august ascendency
When Sin and Beauty, the old lovers,
met
In a new paradise, still sword-beset
With monkish terrors, but wherein the
tree
Of knowledge held its golden apples
free
To lips unstayed by hell’s familiar
threat;
And men, grown mad upon the fruit
they ate,
Dreamed a wild dream of lust and
liberty;
Strange hour, when the dead gods
arose in Rome
From altars where the mass was
sacrificed,
When Phryne flaunted on the tiaraed
tomb
Of him who dearly sold the grace
unpriced,
And, twixt old shames and infamies to
come,
Cellini in his prison talked with Christ!’
“There
now, don’t you call that a very happy definition of the most magical moment the
world has ever known?”
“Don’t,”
said Birkton, with an impatient gesture. “You’re very good, old man, but don’t
go on.”
Helfenridge,
with a sigh, replaced the loose sheets on the desk.
“Well,”
he repeated, “I can’t understand it. But the tide’s got to turn, Maurice—it’s
got to. Don’t forget that.”
Birkton
laughed drearily.
“Haven’t
you had a single opening—not one since I saw you?”
“Not
one; at least nothing to speak of,” said Birkton, reddening. “I’ve had one
offer, but what do you suppose it was? Do you remember that idiotic squib that
I wrote the other day about Mrs. Tolquitt’s being seen alone with Dick Blason
at Koster & Bial’s? The thing I read that night in Bradley’s rooms after
supper?”
Helfenridge
nodded.
“Well,
I’m sorry I read it now. Somebody must have betrayed me (of course, though no
names are mentioned, they all knew who was meant), for who should turn up
yesterday but Baker Buley, the editor of the Social Kite, with an offer of a
hundred and fifty dollars for my poem.”
“You
didn’t, Maurice—?”
“Hang
you, Helfenridge, what do you take me for? I told him
to go to the devil.”
There
was a long pause, during which Helfenridge relit his pipe. Then he said, “But
the book reviews in the Symbolic keep you going, don’t they?”
“After
a fashion,” said Birkton, with a shrug. “Luckily my mother has had a tremendous
lot of visiting-lists to make up lately, and she has written the invitations
for half the balls that have been given this winter, so that between us we
manage to keep Annette and ourselves alive; but God knows
what would happen if one of us fell ill.”
“Something
else will happen before that. You’ll be offered a hundred and fifty dollars for
one of those,” said Helfenridge, pointing to the pile of verses.
“I
wish you were an editor!” Birkton retorted.
Helfenridge
rose, picking up his battered gray hat, and slipping his pipe into his pocket.
“I’m not an editor and I’m no good at all,” he said, mournfully.
“Don’t
say that, old man. It’s been the saving of me to be believed in by somebody.”
Their
hands met closely, and with a quick nod and inarticulate grunt Helfenridge
turned from the room.
Maurice,
left alone, dropped the smile which he had assumed to speed his friend, and
sank into the nearest chair. His eyes, the sensitive eyes of the seer whom
Beauty has anointed with her mysterious unguent, travelled painfully about the
little room. Not a detail of it but was stamped upon his mind with a morbid
accuracy—the yellowish-brown paper which had peeled off here and there,
revealing the discolored plaster beneath; the ink-stained desk at which all his
poems had been written; the rickety wash-stand of ash, with a strip of marbled
oil-cloth nailed over it, and a cracked pitcher and basin; the gas-stove in
which a low flame glimmered, the blurred looking-glass, and the book-case which
held his thirty or forty worn volumes; yet he never took note of his sordid
surroundings without a fresh movement of disgust.
“And
this is our best room,” he muttered to himself.
His
mother and sister slept in the next room, which opened on an air-shaft in the
centre of the house, and beyond that was the kitchen, drawing its ventilation
from the same shaft, and sending its smells with corresponding facility into
the room occupied by the two women.
The
apartment in which they lived, by courtesy called a
flat, was in reality a thinly disguised tenement in one of those ignoble
quarters of New York where the shabby has lapsed into the degraded. They had moved there a
year earlier, leaving reluctantly, under pressure of a diminished purse, the
pleasant little flat up-town, with its three bedrooms and sunny parlor, which
had been their former home. Maurice winced when he remembered that he had made
the change imperative by resigning his clerkship in a wholesale warehouse in
order to give more leisure to the writing of the literary criticisms with which
he supplied the Symbolic Weekly Review. His mother had approved, had even urged
his course; but in the unsparing light of poverty it showed as less inevitable
than he had imagined. And then, somehow, the great novel, which he had planned
to write as soon as he should be released from his clerical task, was still in
embryo. He had time and to spare, but his pen persisted in turning to sonnets,
and only the opening chapters of the romance had been summarily blocked out.
All this was not very satisfactory, and Maurice was glad to be called from the
contemplation of facts so unamiable by the sound of his mother’s voice in the
adjoining room.
“Maurice,
dear, has your friend gone?” Mrs. Birkton asked, advancing timidly across the
threshold. She had the step and gesture of one who has spent her best energies
in a vain endeavor to propitiate fate, and her small, pale face was like a
palimpsest on which the record of suffering had been so deeply written that its
original lines were concealed beyond recovery.
“If
you are not writing, Maurice,” she continued, “I might come and finish Mrs.
Rushingham’s list and save the gas for an hour longer. The light is so good at
your window.”
“Come,”
said Maurice, sweeping the poems into his desk and pushing a chair forward for
his mother.
Mrs.
Birkton, as she seated herself and opened her neat blank-book, glanced up
almost furtively into her son’s face.
“No
news, dear?” she asked, in a low tone.
“None,”
said Maurice, briefly. “I tried the editor of the Inter Oceanic when I was out
just now, and he likes The Old Odysseus and Boulterby Ridge very much, but they
aren’t exactly suited to his purpose. That’s their formula, you know.”
Mrs.
Birkton dipped her fine steel pen into the inkstand, and began to write, in a
delicate copperplate hand:
Mrs.
Albert Lowbridge, 14 East Seventy-fifth
Street.
Mrs. Charles M.
McManus, 910
Fifth Avenue.
The Misses McManus,
910
Fifth Avenue.
Mr. & Mrs. Hugh
Lovermore, 30
East Ninety-Sixth Street.
She
wrote on in silence, but Maurice, who had seated himself near her, saw a
glimmer of tears on her thin lashes as her head moved mechanically to and fro
with the motion of the pen.
“Well,”
he said, trying for a more cheerful note, “your literary productions are always
in demand, at all events. Mrs. Stapleton’s ball ought to bring you in a very
tidy little sum. Some one told me the other day that she was going to send out
two thousand invitations.”
“Oh, Maurice—the Stapleton ball! Haven’t you heard?”
“What
about it?”
“Mr.
Seymour Carbridge, Mrs.
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