Stapleton’s uncle, died yesterday, and the ball is
given up.”
Maurice
rose from his seat with a movement of dismay.
“The
stars in their courses fight against us!” he exclaimed. “I’m afraid this will
make a great difference to you, won’t it, mother?”
“It
does make a difference,” she assented, writing on uninterruptedly. “You see I
was to have rewritten her whole visiting-list, besides doing the invitations to
the ball. And Lent comes so early this year.”
Maurice
was silent, and for some twenty minutes Mrs. Birkton’s pen continued to move steadily
forward over the ruled sheets of the visiting-book. The short January afternoon
was fast darkening into a snowy twilight, and Maurice presently stretched out
his hand toward the match-box which lay on the desk.
“Oh,
Maurice, don’t light the gas yet. I can see quite well, and you had better keep
the stove going a little longer. It’s so cold.”
“Why
not have both?”
“You extravagant boy! When it gets really dark I shall take
my writing into the kitchen, but meanwhile it is so much pleasanter here; and I
don’t believe Annette has lit the kitchen stove yet. I haven’t heard her come
in.”
“Where
has she been this afternoon?”
“At her confirmation class. Father Thurifer holds a class
every afternoon this week in the chantry. You know Annette is to be confirmed
next Sunday.”
“Is
she? No—I had forgotten.”
“But
she must have come in by this time,” Mrs. Birkton continued, with a glance at
the darkening window. “Go and see, dear, will you?”
Maurice
obediently stepped out into the narrow passage-way which led from his bedroom
to the kitchen. The kitchen door was shut, and as he opened it he came abruptly
upon the figure of a young girl, seated in an attitude of tragic
self-abandonment at the deal table in the middle of the room. She had evidently
just come in, for her shabby hat and jacket and two or three devotional-looking
little volumes lay on a chair at her side. Her arms were flung out across the
table, with her face hidden between, so that the bluish glimmer of the gas-jet
overhead, vaguely outlining her figure, seemed to concentrate all its light
upon the mass of her wheat-colored braids. At the sound of the opening door she
sprang up suddenly, turning upon Maurice a small disordered face, with red lids
and struggling mouth. She was evidently not more than fifteen years old and her
undeveloped figure and little round face, in its setting of pale hair,
presented that curious mixture of maturity and childishness often seen in girls
of her age who have been carefully watched over at home, yet inevitably exposed
to the grim diurnal spectacle of poverty and degradation.
“Annette!”
Maurice said, catching the hand with which she tried to hide her face.
“Oh,
Maurice, don’t—don’t please!” she entreated, “I wasn’t crying—I wasn’t! I was
only a little tired; and it was so cold walking home from church.”
“If
you are cold, why haven’t you lit the stove?” he asked, giving her time to
regain her composure.
“I
will—I was going to.”
“Carry
your things to your room, and I’ll light it for you.”
“As
he spoke his eye fell on the slim little volumes at her side, and he picked up
one, which was emblazoned with a cross, surmounted by the title: “Passion
Flowers.”
“And
so you are going to be confirmed very soon, Annette?” he asked, his glance
wandering over the wide-margined pages with their reiterated invocations in
delicate italics:
O
Jesu Christ! Eternal sweetness of them that love Thee,
O Jesu, Paradise of delights and very
glory of the Angels,
O Jesu, mirror of everlasting love,
O King most lovely, and Loving One
most dear, impress I pray Thee, O Lord Jesus, all Thy wounds upon my heart!
Annette’s
face was smoothed into instant serenity. “Next Sunday—just think, Maurice, only
three days more to wait! It will be Sexagesima Sunday, you know.”
“Will
it? And are you glad to be confirmed?”
“Oh, Maurice! I have waited so long—some girls are confirmed
at thirteen.”
“Are
they? And why did you have to wait?”
“Because
Father Thurifer thought it best,” she answered, humbly. “You see I am very
young for my age, and very stupid in some ways. He was afraid that I might not
understand all the holy mysteries.”
“And
do you now?”
“Oh,
yes—as well as a girl can presume to. At least Father Thurifer says so.”
“That
is very nice,” said Maurice. “Now run away and I’ll light the fire. Mother will
be coming soon to sit here.”
He
went back to his bedroom, where Mrs. Birkton’s pen, in the thickening
obscurity, still travelled unremittingly over the smooth pages.
“Mother,
what’s the matter with Annette? When I went into the kitchen I found her
crying.”
Mrs.
Birkton pushed her work aside with a vexed exclamation.
“Poor
child!” she said. “After all, Maurice, she is only a child; one can’t be too
hard on her.”
“Hard on her? But why? What’s the
matter?”
“You
see,” continued Mrs. Birkton, who invariably put her apologies before her
explanations, “she would never have allowed herself to think of it if we hadn’t
been so sure of the Stapleton ball.”
“To think of what?”
“Her white dress, Maurice, her confirmation dress. At the
Church of the Precious Blood all the girls are confirmed in white muslin
dresses, with tulle veils and moire sashes. Father Thurifer makes a point of
it.”
“And
you promised Annette such a dress?”
“I
thought I might, dear, when Mrs. Stapleton decided to give her ball. You see
there is a very large class of candidates for confirmation, and I knew it would
be very trying for Annette to be the only one not dressed in white—and at such
a solemn time, too. But now, of course, she will have to give it up.”
“Yes,”
said Maurice, absently.
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