the time is not ripe. It isn't worth it...
later on... there is plenty of time in store."
He was happy to think that she understood him, and began
following the conversation again. Valentina Mihailovna supported
her husband, and was, if anything, even more radical in her
expressions than he. She could not understand, "simply could not
un-der-stand, how an educated young man could hold such antiquated
views."
"However," she added, "I am convinced that you only say these
things for the sake of argument. And you, Alexai Dmitritch," she
added to Nejdanov, with a smile (he wondered how she had learned
his Christian name and his father's name), "I know, do not share
Simion Petrovitch's fears; my husband told me about your talks on
the journey."
Nejdanov blushed, bent over his plate, and mumbled something; he
did not feel shy, but was simply unaccustomed to conversing with
such brilliant personages. Madame Sipiagin continued smiling to
him; her husband nodded his head patronisingly. Kollomietzev stuck
his monocle between his eyebrow and nose and stared at the student
who dared not to share his "fears." But it was difficult to
embarrass Nejdanov in this way; on the contrary, he instantly sat
up straight, and in his turn fixed his gaze on the fashionable
official. Just as instinctively as he had felt Mariana to be a
comrade, so he felt Kollomietzev to be an enemy! Kollomietzev felt
it too; he removed his monocle, turned away, and tried to laugh
carelessly—but it did not come off somehow. Only Anna Zaharovna,
who secretly worshipped him, was on his side, and became even
angrier than before with the unwelcome neighbour separating her
from Kolia.
Soon after this dinner came to an end. The company went out on
the terrace to drink coffee. Sipiagin and Kollomietzev lit up
cigars. Sipiagin offered Nejdanov a regalia, but the latter
refused.
"Why, of course!" Sipiagin exclaimed; "I've forgotten that you
only smoke your own particular cigarettes!
"A curious taste!" Kollomietzev muttered between his teeth.
Nejdanov very nearly burst out, "I know the difference between a
regalia and a cigarette quite well, but I don't want to be under an
obligation to anyone!" but he contained himself and held his peace.
He put down this second piece of insolence to his enemy's
account.
"Mariana!" Madame Sipiagin suddenly called, "don't be on
ceremony with our new friend... smoke your cigarette if you like.
All the more so, as I hear," she added, turning to Nejdanov, "that
among you all young ladies smoke."
"Yes," Nejdanov remarked dryly. This was the first remark he had
made to Madame Sipiagina.
"I don't smoke," she continued, screwing up her velvety eyes
caressingly. "I suppose I am behind the times."
Mariana slowly and carefully took out a cigarette, a box of
matches, and began to smoke, as if on purpose to spite her aunt.
Nejdanov took a light from Mariana and also began smoking.
It was a beautiful evening. Kolia and Anna Zaharovna went into
the garden; the others remained for some time longer on the terrace
enjoying the fresh air. The conversation was very lively.
Kollomietzev condemned modern literature, and on this subject, too,
Sipiagin showed himself a liberal. He insisted on the utter freedom
and independence of literature, pointed out its uses, instanced
Chateaubriand, whom the Emperor Alexander Pavlitch had invested
with the order of St. Andrew! Nejdanov did not take part in the
discussion; Madame Sipiagina watched him with an expression of
approval and surprise at his modesty.
They all went in to drink tea in the drawing room.
"Alexai Dmitritch," Sipiagin said to Nejdanov, "we are addicted
to the bad habit of playing cards in the evening, and even play a
forbidden game, stukushka.... I won't ask you to join us, but
perhaps Mariana will be good enough to play you something on the
piano. You like music, I hope." And without waiting for an answer
Sipiagin took up a pack of cards. Mariana sat down at the piano and
played, rather indifferently, several of Mendelssohn's "Songs
Without Words." Charmant! Charmant! quel touché! Kollomietzev
called out from the other end of the room, but the exclamation was
only due to politeness, and Nejdanov, in spite of Sipiagin's
remark, showed no passion for music.
Meanwhile Sipiagin, his wife, Kollomietzev, and Anna Zaharovna
sat down to cards. Kolia came to say goodnight, and, receiving his
parents' blessing and a large glass of milk instead of tea, went
off to bed. His father called after him to inform him that tomorrow
he was to begin his lessons with Alexai Dmitritch. A little later,
seeing Nejdanov wandering aimlessly about the room and turning over
the photographic albums, apparently without any interest, Sipiagin
begged him not to be on ceremony and retire if he wished, as he was
probably tired after the journey, and to remember that the ruling
principle of their house was liberty.
Nejdanov took advantage of this and bowing to all present went
out. In the doorway he knocked against Mariana, and, looking into
her eyes, was convinced a second time that they would be comrades,
although she showed no sign of pleasure at seeing him, but, on the
contrary, frowned heavily.
When he went in, his room was filled with a sweet freshness; the
windows had stood wide open all day. In the garden, opposite his
window, a nightingale was trilling out its sweet song; the evening
sky became covered with the warm glow of the rising moon behind the
rounded tops of the lime trees. Nejdanov lit a candle; a grey moth
fluttered in from the dark garden straight to the flame; she
circled round it, whilst a gentle breeze from without blew on them
both, disturbing the yellow-bluish flame of the candle.
"How strange!" Nejdanov thought, lying in bed; "they seem good,
liberal-minded people, even humane... but I feel so troubled in my
heart.
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