Moddle had become at this time, after
alternations of residence of which the child had no clear record,
an image faintly embalmed in the remembrance of hungry
disappearances from the nursery and distressful lapses in the
alphabet, sad embarrassments, in particular, when invited to
recognise something her nurse described as "the important letter
haitch." Miss Overmore, however hungry, never disappeared: this
marked her somehow as of higher rank, and the character was
confirmed by a prettiness that Maisie supposed to be extraordinary.
Mrs. Farange had described her as almost too pretty, and some one
had asked what that mattered so long as Beale wasn't there. "Beale
or no Beale," Maisie had heard her mother reply, "I take her
because she's a lady and yet awfully poor. Rather nice people, but
there are seven sisters at home. What do people mean?"
Maisie didn't know what people meant, but she knew very soon all
the names of all the sisters; she could say them off better than
she could say the multiplication-table. She privately wondered
moreover, though she never asked, about the awful poverty, of which
her companion also never spoke. Food at any rate came up by
mysterious laws; Miss Overmore never, like Moddle, had on an apron,
and when she ate she held her fork with her little finger curled
out. The child, who watched her at many moments, watched her
particularly at that one. "I think you're lovely," she often said
to her; even mamma, who was lovely too, had not such a pretty way
with the fork. Maisie associated this showier presence with her now
being "big," knowing of course that nursery-governesses were only
for little girls who were not, as she said, "really" little. She
vaguely knew, further, somehow, that the future was still bigger
than she, and that a part of what made it so was the number of
governesses lurking in it and ready to dart out. Everything that
had happened when she was really little was dormant, everything but
the positive certitude, bequeathed from afar by Moddle, that the
natural way for a child to have her parents was separate and
successive, like her mutton and her pudding or her bath and her
nap.
"Does he know he lies?"—that was what she had vivaciously
asked Miss Overmore on the occasion which was so suddenly to lead
to a change in her life.
"Does he know—" Miss Overmore stared; she had a stocking pulled
over her hand and was pricking at it with a needle which she poised
in the act. Her task was homely, but her movement, like all her
movements, graceful.
"Why papa."
"That he 'lies'?"
"That's what mamma says I'm to tell him—'that he lies and he
knows he lies.'" Miss Overmore turned very red, though she laughed
out till her head fell back; then she pricked again at her muffled
hand so hard that Maisie wondered how she could bear it. "Am
I to tell him?" the child went on. It was then that her companion
addressed her in the unmistakeable language of a pair of eyes of
deep dark grey. "I can't say No," they replied as distinctly as
possible; "I can't say No, because I'm afraid of your mamma, don't
you see? Yet how can I say Yes after your papa has been so kind to
me, talking to me so long the other day, smiling and flashing his
beautiful teeth at me the time we met him in the Park, the time
when, rejoicing at the sight of us, he left the gentlemen he was
with and turned and walked with us, stayed with us for half an
hour?" Somehow in the light of Miss Overmore's lovely eyes that
incident came back to Maisie with a charm it hadn't had at the
time, and this in spite of the fact that after it was over her
governess had never but once alluded to it. On their way home, when
papa had quitted them, she had expressed the hope that the child
wouldn't mention it to mamma. Maisie liked her so, and had so the
charmed sense of being liked by her, that she accepted this remark
as settling the matter and wonderingly conformed to it. The wonder
now lived again, lived in the recollection of what papa had said to
Miss Overmore: "I've only to look at you to see you're a person I
can appeal to for help to save my daughter." Maisie's ignorance of
what she was to be saved from didn't diminish the pleasure of the
thought that Miss Overmore was saving her. It seemed to make them
cling together as in some wild game of "going round."
III
She was therefore all the more startled when her mother said to
her in connexion with something to be done before her next
migration: "You understand of course that she's not going with
you."
Maisie turned quite faint. "Oh I thought she was."
"It doesn't in the least matter, you know, what you think," Mrs.
Farange loudly replied; "and you had better indeed for the future,
miss, learn to keep your thoughts to yourself." This was exactly
what Maisie had already learned, and the accomplishment was just
the source of her mother's irritation. It was of a horrid little
critical system, a tendency, in her silence, to judge her elders,
that this lady suspected her, liking as she did, for her own part,
a child to be simple and confiding. She liked also to hear the
report of the whacks she administered to Mr. Farange's character,
to his pretensions to peace of mind: the satisfaction of dealing
them diminished when nothing came back. The day was at hand, and
she saw it, when she should feel more delight in hurling Maisie at
him than in snatching her away; so much so that her conscience
winced under the acuteness of a candid friend who had remarked that
the real end of all their tugging would be that each parent would
try to make the little girl a burden to the other—a sort of game in
which a fond mother clearly wouldn't show to advantage. The
prospect of not showing to advantage, a distinction in which she
held she had never failed, begot in Ida Farange an ill humour of
which several persons felt the effect. She determined that Beale at
any rate should feel it; she reflected afresh that in the study of
how to be odious to him she must never give way. Nothing could
incommode him more than not to get the good, for the child, of a
nice female appendage who had clearly taken a fancy to her. One of
the things Ida said to the appendage was that Beale's was a house
in which no decent woman could consent to be seen. It was Miss
Overmore herself who explained to Maisie that she had had a hope of
being allowed to accompany her to her father's, and that this hope
had been dashed by the way her mother took it.
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