"She says that if I
ever do such a thing as enter his service I must never expect to
show my face in this house again. So I've promised not to attempt
to go with you. If I wait patiently till you come back here we
shall certainly be together once more."
Waiting patiently, and above all waiting till she should come
back there, seemed to Maisie a long way round—it reminded her of
all the things she had been told, first and last, that she should
have if she'd be good and that in spite of her goodness she had
never had at all. "Then who'll take care of me at papa's?"
"Heaven only knows, my own precious!" Miss Overmore replied,
tenderly embracing her. There was indeed no doubt that she was dear
to this beautiful friend. What could have proved it better than the
fact that before a week was out, in spite of their distressing
separation and her mother's prohibition and Miss Overmore's
scruples and Miss Overmore's promise, the beautiful friend had
turned up at her father's? The little lady already engaged there to
come by the hour, a fat dark little lady with a foreign name and
dirty fingers, who wore, throughout, a bonnet that had at first
given her a deceptive air, too soon dispelled, of not staying long,
besides asking her pupil questions that had nothing to do with
lessons, questions that Beale Farange himself, when two or three
were repeated to him, admitted to be awfully low—this strange
apparition faded before the bright creature who had braved
everything for Maisie's sake. The bright creature told her little
charge frankly what had happened—that she had really been unable to
hold out. She had broken her vow to Mrs. Farange; she had struggled
for three days and then had come straight to Maisie's papa and told
him the simple truth. She adored his daughter; she couldn't give
her up; she'd make for her any sacrifice. On this basis it had been
arranged that she should stay; her courage had been rewarded; she
left Maisie in no doubt as to the amount of courage she had
required. Some of the things she said made a particular impression
on the child—her declaration for instance that when her pupil
should get older she'd understand better just how "dreadfully bold"
a young lady, to do exactly what she had done, had to be.
"Fortunately your papa appreciates it; he appreciates it
immensely"—that was one of the things Miss Overmore also
said, with a striking insistence on the adverb. Maisie herself was
no less impressed with what this martyr had gone through,
especially after hearing of the terrible letter that had come from
Mrs. Farange. Mamma had been so angry that, in Miss Overmore's own
words, she had loaded her with insult—proof enough indeed that they
must never look forward to being together again under mamma's roof.
Mamma's roof, however, had its turn, this time, for the child, of
appearing but remotely contingent, so that, to reassure her, there
was scarce a need of her companion's secret, solemnly confided—the
probability there would be no going back to mamma at all. It was
Miss Overmore's private conviction, and a part of the same
communication, that if Mr. Farange's daughter would only show a
really marked preference she would be backed up by "public opinion"
in holding on to him. Poor Maisie could scarcely grasp that
incentive, but she could surrender herself to the day. She had
conceived her first passion, and the object of it was her
governess. It hadn't been put to her, and she couldn't, or at any
rate she didn't, put it to herself, that she liked Miss Overmore
better than she liked papa; but it would have sustained her under
such an imputation to feel herself able to reply that papa too
liked Miss Overmore exactly as much. He had particularly told her
so. Besides she could easily see it.
IV
All this led her on, but it brought on her fate as well, the day
when her mother would be at the door in the carriage in which
Maisie now rode on no occasions but these. There was no question at
present of Miss Overmore's going back with her: it was universally
recognised that her quarrel with Mrs. Farange was much too acute.
The child felt it from the first; there was no hugging nor
exclaiming as that lady drove her away—there was only a frightening
silence, unenlivened even by the invidious enquiries of former
years, which culminated, according to its stern nature, in a still
more frightening old woman, a figure awaiting her on the very
doorstep. "You're to be under this lady's care," said her mother.
"Take her, Mrs. Wix," she added, addressing the figure impatiently
and giving the child a push from which Maisie gathered that she
wished to set Mrs. Wix an example of energy. Mrs. Wix took her and,
Maisie felt the next day, would never let her go. She had struck
her at first, just after Miss Overmore, as terrible; but something
in her voice at the end of an hour touched the little girl in a
spot that had never even yet been reached.
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