He felt in a kind of dazed, somnolent condition. He did
nothing in particular, but the place fascinated him and he could not
decide to leave. Decisions were always very difficult for him and he
sometimes wondered how he had ever brought himself to the point of
leaving the train. It seemed as though some one else must have arranged
it for him, and once or twice his thoughts ran to the swarthy Frenchman
who had sat opposite. If only he could have understood that long
sentence ending so strangely with “a cause du sommeil et un cause
des chats.” He wondered what it all meant.
Meanwhile the hushed softness of the town held him
prisoner and he sought in his muddling, gentle way to find out where
the mystery lay, and what it was all about. But his limited French and
his constitutional hatred of active investigation made it hard for him
to buttonhole anybody and ask questions. He was content to observe, and
watch, and remain negative.
The weather held on calm and hazy, and this just
suited him. He wandered about the town till he knew every street and
alley. The people suffered him to come and go without let or hindrance,
though it became clearer to him every day that he was never free
himself from observation. The town watched him as a cat watches a
mouse. And he got no nearer to finding out what they were all so busy
with or where the main stream of their activities lay. This remained
hidden. The people were as soft and mysterious as cats.
But that he was continually under observation became
more evident from day to day.
For instance, when he strolled to the end of the
town and entered a little green public garden beneath the ramparts and
seated himself upon one of the empty benches in the sun, he was quite
alone—at first. Not another seat was occupied; the little park was
empty, the paths deserted. Yet, within ten minutes of his coming, there
must have been fully twenty persons scattered about him, some strolling
aimlessly along the gravel walks, staring at the flowers, and others
seated on the wooden benches enjoying the sun like himself. None of
them appeared to take any notice of him; yet he understood quite well
they had all come there to watch. They kept him under close
observation. In the street they had seemed busy enough, hurrying upon
various errands; yet these were suddenly all forgotten and they had
nothing to do but loll and laze in the sun, their duties unremembered.
Five minutes after he left, the garden was again deserted, the seats
vacant. But in the crowded street it was the same thing again; he was
never alone. He was ever in their thoughts.
By degrees, too, he began to see how it was he was
so cleverly watched, yet without the appearance of it. The people did
nothing directly. They behaved obliquely. He laughed in
his mind as the thought thus clothed itself in words, but the phrase
exactly described it. They looked at him from angles which naturally
should have led their sight in another direction altogether. Their
movements were oblique, too, so far as these concerned himself. The
straight, direct thing was not their way evidently. They did nothing
obviously. If he entered a shop to buy, the woman walked instantly away
and busied herself with something at the farther end of the counter,
though answering at once when he spoke, showing that she knew he was
there and that this was only her way of attending to him. It was the
fashion of the cat she followed.
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