There was much cheering and singing, and a
bread fight across the Dining Hall. When Chips entered in the midst of the
uproar there was an instant hush, and then wave upon wave of cheering;
everyone gazed on him with eager, shining eyes, as on a symbol of victory. He
walked to the dais, seeming as if he wished to speak; they made silence for
him, but he shook his head after a moment, smiled, and walked away again.
It had been a damp, foggy day, and the walk across the quadrangle to the
Dining Hall had given him a chill. The next day he was in bed with
bronchitis, and stayed there till after Christmas. But already, on that night
of November 11, after his visit to the Dining Hall, he had sent in his
resignation to the Board of Governors.
When school reassembled after the holidays he was back at Mrs. Wickett’s.
At his own request there were no more farewells or presentations, nothing but
a handshake with his successor and the word “acting” crossed out on official
stationery. The “duration” was over.
And now, fifteen years after that, he could look back upon
it all with a deep and sumptuous tranquillity. He was not ill, of
course—only a little tired at times, and bad with his breathing during
the winter months. He would not go abroad—he had once tried it, but had
chanced to strike the Riviera during one of its carefully unadvertised cold
spells. “I prefer—um—to get my chills—umph—in my own
country,” he used to say, after that. He had to take care of himself when
there were east winds, but autumn and winter were not really so bad; there
were warm fires, and books, and you could look forward to the summer. It was
the summer that he liked best, of course; apart from the weather, which
suited him, there were the continual visits of old boys. Every weekend some
of them motored up to Brookfield and called at his house. Sometimes they
tired him, if too many came at once; but he did not really mind; he could
always rest and sleep afterward. And he enjoyed their visits—more than
anything else in the world that was still to be enjoyed. “Well, Gregson
—umph—I remember you—umph—always late for
everything—eh—eh? Perhaps you’ll be late in growing old
—umph—like me—umph—eh?” And later, when he was alone
again and Mrs. Wickett came in to clear away the tea things: “Mrs. Wickett,
young Gregson called—umph—you remember him, do you? Tall boy with
spectacles. Always late. Umph. Got a job with the—umph —League of
Nations—where—I suppose—his—
um—dilatoriness—won’t be noticeable—eh?”
And sometimes, when the bell rang for call-over, he would go to the window
and look across the road and over the School fence and see, in the distance,
the thin line of boys filing past the bench. New times, new names… but the
old ones still remained… Jefferson, Jennings, Jolyon, Jupp, Kingsley
Primus, Kingsley Secundus, Kingsley Tertius, Kingston… where are you all,
where have you all gone to?… Mrs. Wickett, bring me a cup of tea just
before prep, will you, please?
The post-War decade swept through with a clatter of change and
maladjustments; Chips, as he lived through it, was profoundly disappointed
when he looked abroad. The Ruhr, Chanak, Corfu; there was enough to be uneasy
about in the world. But near him, at Brookfield, and even, in a wider sense,
in England, there was something that charmed his heart because it was old
—and had survived. More and more he saw the rest of the world as a vast
disarrangement for which England had sacrificed enough—and perhaps too
much. But he was satisfied with Brookfield. It was rooted in things that had
stood the test of time and change and war. Curious, in this deeper sense, how
little it HAD changed. Boys were a politer race; bullying was non-existent;
there was more swearing and cheating.
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