Mrs. Sedger, a careful woman, had kept all the rooms
tidy and well dusted. On the Tuesday afternoon she had opened the
study door and saw, to her amazement and delight, her master sitting
at his table with a great book open beside him and a pencil in his
hand. She exclaimed:
"Oh, sir, I am glad to see you back again!"
"Back again?" said the clergyman. "What do you mean? I think I
should like some more tea."
"I don't know in the least what it's all about," said the news
editor, "but you might go and see Secretan Jones and have a chat with
him. There may be a story in it." There was a story in it, but not
for my paper, or any other paper.
I got into the house in Tollit Square on some unhandsome pretext
connected with Secretan Jones's traffic scare of the year before. He
looked at me in a dim, abstracted way at first—the "great book"
of his servant's story, and other books, and many black quarto
notebooks were about him—but my introduction of the proposed
design for a "mammoth carrier" clarified him, and he began to talk
eagerly, and as it seemed to me lucidly, of the grave menace of the
new mechanical transport.
"But what's the use of talking?" he ended. "I tried to wake people
up to the certain dangers ahead. I seemed to succeed for a few weeks;
and then they forgot all about it. You would really say that the
great majority are like dreamers, like sleepwalkers. Yes; like men
walking in a dream; shutting out all the actualities, all the facts
of life. They know that they are, in fact, walking on the edge of a
precipice; and yet they are able to believe, it seems, that the
precipice is a garden path; and they behave as if it were a garden
path, as safe as that path you see down there, going to the door at
the bottom of my garden."
The study was at the back of the house, and looked on the long
garden, heavily overgrown with shrubs run wild, mingling with one
another, some of them flowering richly, and altogether and happily
obscuring and confounding the rigid grey walls that doubtless
separated each garden from its neighbours. Above the tall shrubs,
taller elms and planes and ash trees grew unlopped and handsomely
neglected; and under this deep concealment of green boughs the path
went down to a green door, just visible under a cloud of white
roses.
"As safe as that path you see there," Secretan Jones repeated,
and, looking at him, I thought his expression changed a little; very
slightly, indeed, but to a certain questioning, one might say to a
meditative doubt. He suggested to me a man engaged in an argument,
who puts his case strongly, decisively; and then hesitates for the
fraction of a second as a point occurs to him of which he had never
thought before; a point as yet unweighed, unestimated; dimly present,
but more as a shadow than a shape.
The newspaper reporter needs the gestures of the serpent as well
as its wisdom. I forget how I glided from the safe topic of the
traffic peril to the dubious territory which I had been sent to
explore. At all events, my contortions were the most graceful that I
could devise; but they were altogether vain. Secretan Jones's kind,
lean, clean-shaven face took on an expression of distress. He looked
at me as one in perplexity; he seemed to search his mind not for the
answer that he should give me, but rather for some answer due to
himself.
"I am extremely sorry that I cannot give you the information you
want," he said, after a considerable pause. "But I really can't go
any farther into the matter. In fact, it is quite out of the question
to do so. You must tell your editor—or sub-editor; which is
it?—that the whole business is due to a misunderstanding, a
misconception, which I am not at liberty to explain. But I am really
sorry that you have come all this way for nothing."
There was real apology and regret, not only in his words, but in
his tones and in his aspect. I could not clutch my hat and get on my
way with a short word in the character of a disappointed and somewhat
disgusted emissary; so we fell on general talk, and it came out that
we both came from the Welsh borderland, and had long ago walked over
the same hills and drunk of the same wells. Indeed, I believe we
proved cousinship, in the seventh degree or so, and tea came in and
before long Secretan Jones was deep in liturgical problems, of which
I knew just enough to play the listener's part. Indeed, when I had
told him that the hwyl, or chanted eloquence, of the Welsh
Methodists was, in fact, the Preface Tone of the Roman Missal, he
overflowed with grateful interest, and made a note in one of his
books, and said the point was most curious and important. It was a
pleasant evening, and we strolled through the french windows into the
green-shadowed, blossoming garden, and went on with our talk, till it
was time—and high time—for me to go. I had taken up my
hat as we left the study, and as we stood by the green door in the
wall at the end of the garden, I suggested that I might use it.
"I'm so sorry," said Secretan Jones, looking, I thought, a little
worried, "but I am afraid it's jammed, or something of that kind. It
has always been an awkward door, and I hardly ever use it."
So we went through the house, and on the doorstep he pressed me to
come again, and was so cordial that I agreed to his suggestion of the
Saturday sennight. And so at last I got an answer to the question
with which my newspaper had originally entrusted me; but an answer by
no means for newspaper use. The tale, or the experience, or the
impression, or whatever it may be called, was delivered to me by very
slow degrees, with hesitations, and in a manner of tentative
suggestion that often reminded me of our first talk together.
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