In the people, in the trees, in the whole
garden there reigned an evening calm.
That calm struck Petronius, and it struck him especially in the
people. In the faces of Pomponia, old Aulus, their son, and Lygia
there was something such as he did not see in the faces which
surrounded him every day, or rather every night. There was a
certain light, a certain repose, a certain serenity, flowing
directly from the life which all lived there. And with a species of
astonishment he thought that a beauty and sweetness might exist
which he, who chased after beauty and sweetness continually, had
not known. He could not hide the thought in himself, and said,
turning to Pomponia,—"I am considering in my soul how different
this world of yours is from the world which our Nero rules."
She raised her delicate face toward the evening light, and said
with simplicity,—"Not Nero, but God, rules the world."
A moment of silence followed. Near the triclinium were heard in
the alley, the steps of the old general, Vinicius, Lygia, and
little Aulus; but before they arrived, Petronius had put another
question—"But believest thou in the gods, then, Pomponia?"
"I believe in God, who is one, just, and all-powerful," answered
the wife of Aulus Plautius.
Chapter III
"SHE believes in God who is one, all-powerful, and just," said
Petronius, when he found himself again in the litter with Vinicius.
"If her God is all-powerful, He controls life and death; and if He
is just, He sends death justly. Why, then, does Pomponia wear
mourning for Julius? In mourning for Julius she blames her God. I
must repeat this reasoning to our Bronzebeard, the monkey, since I
consider that in dialectics I am the equal of Socrates. As to
women, I agree that each has three or four souls, but none of them
a reasoning one. Let Pomponia meditate with Seneca or Cornutus over
the question of what their great Logos is. Let them summon at once
the shades of Xenophanes, Parmenides, Zeno, and Plato, who are as
much wearied there in Cimmerian regions as a finch in a cage. I
wished to talk with her and with Plautius about something else. By
the holy stomach of the Egyptian Isis! If I had told them right out
directly why we came, I suppose that their virtue would have made
as much noise as a bronze shield under the blow of a club. And I
did not dare to tell! Wilt thou believe, Vinicius, I did not dare!
Peacocks are beautiful birds, but they have too shrill a cry. I
feared an outburst. But I must praise thy choice. A real
'rosy-fingered Aurora.' And knowest thou what she reminded me of
too?—Spring! not our spring in Italy, where an apple-tree merely
puts forth a blossom here and there, and olive groves grow gray,
just as they were gray before, but the spring which I saw once in
Helvetia,—young, fresh, bright green. By that pale moon, I do not
wonder at thee, Marcus; but know that thou art loving Diana,
because Aulus and Pomponia are ready to tear thee to pieces, as the
dogs once tore Actæon."
Vinicius was silent a time without raising his head; then he
began to speak with a voice broken by passion,—"I desired her
before, but now I desire her still more. When I caught her arm,
flame embraced me. I must have her. Were I Zeus, I would surround
her with a cloud, as he surrounded Io, or I would fall on her in
rain, as he fell on Danaë; I would kiss her lips till it pained! I
would hear her scream in my arms. I would kill Aulus and Pomponia,
and bear her home in my arms. I will not sleep to-night. I will
give command to flog one of my slaves, and listen to his
groans—"
"Calm thyself," said Petronius. "Thou hast the longing of a
carpenter from the Subura."
"All one to me what thou sayst. I must have her. I have turned
to thee for aid; but if thou wilt not find it, I shall find it
myself. Aulus considers Lygia as a daughter; why should I look on
her as a slave? And since there is no other way, let her ornament
the door of my house, let her anoint it with wolf's fat, and let
her sit at my hearth as wife."
"Calm thyself, mad descendant of consuls. We do not lead in
barbarians bound behind our cars, to make wives of their daughters.
Beware of extremes. Exhaust simple, honorable methods, and give
thyself and me time for meditation.
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