With the
certitude, moreover, came the feeling, ever stronger, that the refuge
they sought would prove to be also the refuge he himself sought, the
difference being that whereas they knew, he still hesitated.
Yet, in spite of this secret sympathy, imagined or discovered, he
found it no easy matter to approach the big man for speech. For a day
and a half he merely watched; attraction so strong excited caution; he
paused, waiting. His attention, however, was so keen that he seemed
always to know where they were and what they were doing. By instinct
he was aware in what part of the ship they would be found—for the
most part leaning over the rail alone in the bows, staring down at the
churned water together by the screws, pacing the after-deck in the
dusk or early morning when no one was about, or hidden away in some
corner of the upper deck, side by side, gazing at sea and sky. Their
method of walking, too, made it easy to single them out from the
rest—a free, swaying movement of the limbs, a swing of the shoulders,
a gait that was lumbering, almost clumsy, half defiant, yet at the
same time graceful, and curiously rapid. The body moved along swiftly
for all its air of blundering—a motion which was a counterpart of
that elusive appearance of great bulk, and equally difficult of exact
determination. An air went with them of being ridiculously confined by
the narrow little decks.
Thus it was that Genoa had been made and the ship was already half
way on to Naples before the opportunity for closer acquaintance
presented itself. Rather, O’Malley, unable longer to resist, forced
it. It seemed, too, inevitable as sunrise.
Rain had followed the mistral and the sea was rough. A rich
land-taste came about the ship like the smell of wet oaks when wind
sweeps their leaves after a sousing shower. In the hour before dinner,
the decks slippery with moisture, only one or two wrapped-up
passengers in deck-chairs below the awning, O’Malley, following a sure
inner lead, came out of the stuffy smoking-room into the air. It was
already dark and the drive of mist-like rain somewhat obscured his
vision after the glare. Only for a moment though—for almost the first
thing he saw was the Russian and his boy moving in front of him
towards the aft compasses. Like a single figure, huge and shadowy,
they passed into the darkness beyond with a speed that seemed as
usual out of proportion to their actual stride. They lumbered rapidly
away. O’Malley caught that final swing of the man’s great shoulders as
they disappeared, and, leaving the covered deck, he made straight
after them. And though neither gave any sign that they had seen him,
he felt that they were aware of his coming—and even invited him.
As he drew close a roll of the vessel brought them almost into
each other’s arms, and the boy, half hidden beneath his parent’s
flowing cloak, looked up at once and smiled. The saloon light fell
dimly upon his face. The Irishman saw that friendly smile of welcome,
and lurched forward with the roll of the deck. They brought up against
the bulwarks, and the big man put out an arm to steady him. They all
three laughed together. At close quarters, as usual again, the
impression of bulk had disappeared.
And then, at first, utterly unlike real life, they said— nothing.
The boy moved round and stood close to his side so that he found
himself placed between them, all three leaning forward over the rails
watching the phosphorescence of the foam-streaked Mediterranean.
Dusk lay over the sea; the shores of Italy not near enough to be
visible; the mist, the hour, the loneliness of the deserted decks, and
something else that was nameless, shut them in, these three, in a
little world of their own. A sentence or two rose in O’Malley’s mind,
but without finding utterance, for he felt that no spoken words were
necessary.
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