Gothard and
reached Milan, picturesque with every sort of uniform and every
sign of war. To young Adams this first plunge into Italy passed
Beethoven as a piece of accidental education. Like music, it
differed from other education in being, not a means of pursuing
life, but one of the ends attained. Further, on these lines, one
could not go. It had but one defect - that of attainment. Life had
no richer impression to give; it offers barely half-a-dozen such,
and the intervals seem long. Exactly what they teach would puzzle a
Berlin jurist; yet they seem to have an economic value, since most
people would decline to part with even their faded memories except
at a valuation ridiculously extravagant. They were also what men
pay most for; but one's ideas become hopelessly mixed in trying to
reduce such forms of education to a standard of exchangeable value,
and, as in political economy, one had best disregard altogether
what cannot be stated in equivalents. The proper equivalent of
pleasure is pain, which is also a form of education.
Not satisfied with Milan, Mrs. Kuhn insisted on
invading the enemy's country, and the carriage was chartered for
Innsbruck by way of the Stelvio Pass. The Valtellina, as the
carriage drove up it, showed war. Garibaldi's Cacciatori were the
only visible inhabitants. No one could say whether the pass was
open, but in any case no carriage had yet crossed. At the inns the
handsome young officers in command of the detachments were
delighted to accept invitations to dinner and to talk all the
evening of their battles to the charming patriot who sparkled with
interest and flattery, but not one of them knew whether their
enemies, the abhorred Austrian Jagers, would let the travellers
through their lines. As a rule, gaiety was not the character
failing in any party that Mrs. Kuhn belonged to, but when at last,
after climbing what was said to be the finest carriage-pass in
Europe, the carriage turned the last shoulder, where the glacier of
the Ortler Spitze tumbled its huge mass down upon the road, even
Mrs. Kuhn gasped when she was driven directly up to the barricade
and stopped by the double line of sentries stretching on either
side up the mountains, till the flash of the gun barrels was lost
in the flash of the snow. For accidental education the picture had
its value. The earliest of these pictures count for most, as first
impressions must, and Adams never afterwards cared much for
landscape education, except perhaps in the tropics for the sake of
the contrast. As education, that chapter, too, was read, and set
aside.
The handsome blond officers of the Jagers were not
to be beaten in courtesy by the handsome young olive-toned officers
of the Cacciatori. The eternal woman as usual, when she is young,
pretty, and engaging, had her way, and the barricade offered no
resistance. In fifteen minutes the carriage was rolling down to
Mals, swarming with German soldiers and German fleas, worse than
the Italian; and German language, thought, and atmosphere, of which
young Adams, thanks to his glimpse of Italy, never again felt quite
the old confident charm.
Yet he could talk to his cabman and conscientiously
did his cathedrals, his Rhine, and whatever his companions
suggested. Faithful to his self-contracted scheme of passing two
winters in study of the Civil Law, he went back to Dresden with a
letter to the Frau Hofrathin von Reichenbach, in whose house Lowell
and other Americans had pursued studies more or less serious. In
those days, "The Initials" was a new book. The charm which its
clever author had laboriously woven over Munich gave also a certain
reflected light to Dresden. Young Adams had nothing to do but take
fencing-lessons, visit the galleries and go to the theatre; but his
social failure in the line of "The Initials," was humiliating and
he succumbed to it. The Frau Hofrathin herself was sometimes roused
to huge laughter at the total discomfiture and helplessness of the
young American in the face of her society. Possibly an education
may be the wider and the richer for a large experience of the
world; Raphael Pumpelly and Clarence King, at about the same time,
were enriching their education by a picturesque intimacy with the
manners of the Apaches and Digger Indians. All experience is an
arch, to build upon. Yet Adams admitted himself unable to guess
what use his second winter in Germany was to him, or what he
expected it to be.
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