I am determined to go. I don't mind you and
Miss Anne, but I can't bear to have the girls looking at me,—and
the servants."
Then Miss Prettyman paused awhile, thinking what words of wisdom
would be most appropriate in the present conjuncture. But words of
wisdom did not seem to come easily to her, having for the moment
been banished by tenderness of heart. "Come here, my love," she
said at last. "Come here, Grace." Slowly Grace got up from her seat
and came round, and stood by Miss Prettyman's elbow. Miss Prettyman
pushed her chair a little back, and pushed herself a little
forward, and stretching out one hand, placed her arm round Grace's
waist, and with the other took hold of Grace's hand, and thus drew
her down and kissed the girl's forehead and lips. And then Grace
found herself kneeling at her friend's feet. "Grace," she said, "do
you not know that I love you? Do you not know that I love you
dearly?" In answer to this Grace kissed the withered hand she held
in hers, while the warm tears trickled upon Miss Prettyman's
knuckles. "I love you as though you were my own," exclaimed the
schoolmistress; "and will you not trust me, that I know what is
best for you?"
"I must go home," said Grace.
"Of course you shall, if you think it right at last; but let us
talk of it. No one in the house, you know, has the slightest
suspicion that your father has done anything that is in the least
dishonourable."
"I know that you have not."
"No, nor has Anne." Miss Prettyman said this as though no one in
that house beyond herself and her sister had a right to have any
opinion on any subject.
"I know that," said Grace.
"Well, my dear. If we think so—"
"But the servants, Miss Prettyman?"
"If any servant in this house says a word to offend you,
I'll—I'll—"
"They don't say anything, Miss Prettyman, but they look. Indeed,
I'd better go home. Indeed I had!"
"Do not you think your mother has cares enough upon her, and
burden enough, without another mouth to feed, and another head to
shelter? You haven't thought of that, Grace!"
"Yes, I have."
"And as for the work, whilst you are not quite well you shall
not be troubled with teaching. I have some old papers that want
copying and settling, and you shall sit here and do that just for
an employment. Anne knows that I've long wanted to have it done,
and I'll tell her that you've kindly promised to do it for me."
"No; no; no," said Grace; "I must go home." She was still
kneeling at Miss Prettyman's knee, and still holding Miss
Prettyman's hand. And then, at that moment, there came a tap on the
door, gentle but yet not humble, a tap which acknowledged, on the
part of the tapper, the supremacy in that room of the lady who was
sitting there, but which still claimed admittance almost as a
right. The tap was well known by both of them to be the tap of Miss
Anne. Grace immediately jumped up, and Miss Prettyman settled
herself in her chair with a motion which almost seemed to indicate
some feeling of shame as to her late position.
"I suppose I may come in?" said Miss Anne, opening the door and
inserting her head.
"Yes, you may come in,—if you have anything to say," said Miss
Prettyman, with an air which seemed to be intended to assert her
supremacy. But, in truth, she was simply collecting the wisdom and
dignity which had been somewhat dissipated by her tenderness.
"I did not know that Grace Crawley was here," said Miss
Anne.
"Grace Crawley is here," said Miss Prettyman.
"What is the matter, Grace?" said Miss Anne, seeing the
tears.
"Never mind now," said Miss Prettyman.
"Poor dear, I'm sure I'm sorry as though she were my own
sister," said Anne. "But, Annabella, I want to speak to you
especially."
"To me, in private?"
"Yes, to you; in private, if Grace won't mind?"
Then Grace prepared to go. But as she was going, Miss Anne, upon
whose brow a heavy burden of thought was lying, stopped her
suddenly. "Grace, my dear," she said, "go upstairs into your room,
will you?—not across the hall to the school."
"And why shouldn't she go to the school?" said Miss
Prettyman.
Miss Anne paused for a moment, and then answered,—unwillingly,
as though driven to make a reply which she knew to be indiscreet.
"Because there is somebody in the hall."
"Go to your room, dear," said Miss Prettyman. And Grace went to
her room, never turning an eye down towards the hall. "Who is it?"
said Miss Prettyman.
"Major Grantly is here, asking to see you," said Miss Anne.
CHAPTER VII
Miss Prettyman's Private Room
Major Grantly, when threatened by his father with pecuniary
punishment, should he demean himself by such a marriage as that he
had proposed to himself, had declared that he would offer his hand
to Miss Crawley on the next morning. This, however, he had not
done. He had not done it, partly because he did not quite believe
his father's threat, and partly because he felt that that threat
was almost justified,—for the present moment,—by the circumstances
in which Grace Crawley's father had placed himself. Henry Grantly
acknowledged, as he drove himself home on the morning after his
dinner at the rectory, that in this matter of his marriage he did
owe much to his family. Should he marry at all, he owed it to them
to marry a lady. And Grace Crawley,—so he told himself,—was a lady.
And he owed it to them to bring among them as his wife a woman who
should not disgrace him or them by her education, manners, or even
by her personal appearance. In all these respects Grace Crawley
was, in his judgment, quite as good as they had a right to expect
her to be, and in some respects a great deal superior to that type
of womanhood with which they had been most generally conversant.
"If everybody had her due, my sister isn't fit to hold a candle to
her," he said to himself.
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