Perhaps, too, he was magnetically conscious of a presence
that formerly sufficed to make him happy. Be the cause what it
might, Donatello's eyes shone with a serene and hopeful expression
while looking upward at the bronze pope, to whose widely diffused
blessing, it may be, he attributed all this good influence.
"Yes, my dear friend," said he, in reply to the sculptor's
remark, "I feel the blessing upon my spirit."
"It is wonderful," said Kenyon, with a smile, "wonderful and
delightful to think how long a good man's beneficence may be
potent, even after his death. How great, then, must have been the
efficacy of this excellent pontiff's blessing while he was
alive!"
"I have heard," remarked the Count, "that there was a brazen
image set up in the wilderness, the sight of which healed the
Israelites of their poisonous and rankling wounds. If it be the
Blessed Virgin's pleasure, why should not this holy image before us
do me equal good? A wound has long been rankling in my soul, and
filling it with poison."
"I did wrong to smile," answered Kenyon. "It is not for me to
limit Providence in its operations on man's spirit."
While they stood talking, the clock in the neighboring cathedral
told the hour, with twelve reverberating strokes, which it flung
down upon the crowded market place, as if warning one and all to
take advantage of the bronze pontiff's benediction, or of Heaven's
blessing, however proffered, before the opportunity were lost.
"High noon," said the sculptor. "It is Miriam's hour!"
CHAPTER XXXV
THE BRONZE PONTIFF'S BENEDICTION
When the last of the twelve strokes had fallen from the
cathedral clock, Kenyon threw his eyes over the busy scene of the
market place, expecting to discern Miriam somewhere in the 'crowd.
He looked next towards the cathedral itself, where it was
reasonable to imagine that she might have taken shelter, while
awaiting her appointed time. Seeing no trace of her in either
direction, his eyes came back from their quest somewhat
disappointed, and rested on a figure which was leaning, like
Donatello and himself, on the iron balustrade that surrounded the
statue. Only a moment before, they two had been alone.
It was the figure of a woman, with her head bowed on her hands,
as if she deeply felt—what we have been endeavoring to convey into
our feeble description—the benign and awe-inspiring influence which
the pontiff's statue exercises upon a sensitive spectator. No
matter though it were modelled for a Catholic chief priest, the
desolate heart, whatever be its religion, recognizes in that image
the likeness of a father.
"Miriam," said the sculptor, with a tremor in his voice, "is it
yourself?"
"It is I," she replied; "I am faithful to my engagement, though
with many fears." She lifted her head, and revealed to
Kenyon—revealed to Donatello likewise—the well-remembered features
of Miriam. They were pale and worn, but distinguished even now,
though less gorgeously, by a beauty that might be imagined bright
enough to glimmer with its own light in a dim cathedral aisle, and
had no need to shrink from the severer test of the mid-day sun. But
she seemed tremulous, and hardly able to go through with a scene
which at a distance she had found courage to undertake.
"You are most welcome, Miriam!" said the sculptor, seeking to
afford her the encouragement which he saw she so greatly required.
"I have a hopeful trust that the result of this interview will be
propitious. Come; let me lead you to Donatello."
"No, Kenyon, no!" whispered Miriam, shrinking back; "unless of
his own accord he speaks my name,—unless he bids me stay,—no word
shall ever pass between him and me. It is not that I take upon me
to be proud at this late hour. Among other feminine qualities, I
threw away my pride when Hilda cast me off."
"If not pride, what else restrains you?" Kenyon asked, a little
angry at her unseasonable scruples, and also at this
half-complaining reference to Hilda's just severity. "After daring
so much, it is no time for fear! If we let him part from you
without a word, your opportunity of doing him inestimable good is
lost forever."
"True; it will be lost forever!" repeated Miriam sadly. "But,
dear friend, will it be my fault? I willingly fling my woman's
pride at his feet. But—do you not see?—his heart must be left
freely to its own decision whether to recognize me, because on his
voluntary choice depends the whole question whether my devotion
will do him good or harm. Except he feel an infinite need of me, I
am a burden and fatal obstruction to him!"
"Take your own course, then, Miriam," said Kenyon; "and,
doubtless, the crisis being what it is, your spirit is better
instructed for its emergencies than mine."
While the foregoing words passed between them they had withdrawn
a little from the immediate vicinity of the statue, so as to be out
of Donatello's hearing. Still, however, they were beneath the
pontiff's outstretched hand; and Miriam, with her beauty and her
sorrow, looked up into his benignant face, as if she had come
thither for his pardon and paternal affection, and despaired of so
vast a boon.
Meanwhile, she had not stood thus long in the public square of
Perugia, without attracting the observation of many eyes. With
their quick sense of beauty, these Italians had recognized her
loveliness, and spared not to take their fill of gazing at it;
though their native gentleness and courtesy made their homage far
less obtrusive than that of Germans, French, or Anglo-Saxons might
have been. It is not improbable that Miriam had planned this
momentous interview, on so public a spot and at high noon, with an
eye to the sort of protection that would be thrown over it by a
multitude of eye-witnesses. In circumstances of profound feeling
and passion, there is often a sense that too great a seclusion
cannot be endured; there is an indefinite dread of being quite
alone with the object of our deepest interest. The species of
solitude that a crowd harbors within itself is felt to be
preferable, in certain conditions of the heart, to the remoteness
of a desert or the depths of an untrodden wood. Hatred, love, or
whatever kind of too intense emotion, or even indifference, where
emotion has once been, instinctively seeks to interpose some
barrier between itself and the corresponding passion in another
breast. This, we suspect, was what Miriam had thought of, in coming
to the thronged piazza; partly this, and partly, as she said, her
superstition that the benign statue held good influences in
store.
But Donatello remained leaning against the balustrade. She dared
not glance towards him, to see whether he were pale and agitated,
or calm as ice. Only, she knew that the moments were fleetly
lapsing away, and that his heart must call her soon, or the voice
would never reach her. She turned quite away from him and spoke
again to the sculptor.
"I have wished to meet you," said she, "for more than one
reason. News has come to me respecting a dear friend of ours. Nay,
not of mine! I dare not call her a friend of mine, though once the
dearest."
"Do you speak of Hilda?" exclaimed Kenyon, with quick alarm.
"Has anything befallen her? When I last heard of her, she was still
in Rome, and well."
"Hilda remains in Rome," replied Miriam, "nor is she ill as
regards physical health, though much depressed in spirits.
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