The nerves and veins rejoiced together; all his being leapt
with gladness, and as one finger touched another, as he still bent over the
well, a spasm of exquisite pleasure quivered and thrilled through his body. His
heart throbbed with bliss that was unendurable; sense and intellect and soul
and spirit were, as it were, sublimed into one white flame of delight. And all
the while it was known to him that these were but the least of the least of the
pleasures of the kingdom, but the overrunnings and base tricklings of the great
supernal cup. He saw, without amazement, that, though the sun had set, the sky
now began to flush and redden as if with the northern light. It was no longer
the evening, no longer the time of the procession of the dusky night. The
darkness doubtless had passed away in mortal hours while for an infinite moment
he tasted immortal drink; and perhaps one drop of that water was endless life.
But now it was the preparation for the day. He heard the words:
"Dies
venit, dies Tua In qua reflorent omnia."
They
were uttered within his heart, and he saw that all was being made ready for a
great festival. Over everything there was a hush of expectation; and as he
gazed he knew that he was no longer in that weary land of dun ploughland and
grey meadow, of the wild, bare trees and strange stunted thorn bushes. He was
on a hillside, lying on the verge of a great wood; beneath, in the valley, a
brook sang faintly under the leaves of the silvery willows; and beyond, far in
the east, a vast wall of rounded mountain rose serene towards the sky. All
about him was the green world of the leaves: odours of the summer night, deep
in the mystic heart of the wood, odours of many flowers, and the cool breath
rising from the singing stream mingled in his nostrils. The world whitened to
the dawn, and then, as the light grew clear, the rose clouds blossomed in the
sky and, answering, the earth seemed to glitter with rose-red sparks and glints
of flame. All the east became as a garden of roses,
red flowers of living light shone over the mountain, and as the beams of the
sun lit up the circle of the earth a bird's song began from a tree within the
wood. Then were heard the modulations of a final and exultant ecstasy, the
chant of liberation, a magistral In Exitu;
there was the melody of rejoicing trills, of unwearied, glad reiterations of
choirs ever aspiring, prophesying the coming of the great feast, singing the
eternal antiphon.
As
the song aspired into the heights, so there aspired suddenly before him the
walls and pinnacles of a great church set upon a high hill. It was far off, and
yet as though it were close at hand he saw all the delicate and wonderful
imagery cut in its stones. The great door in the west was a miracle: every
flower and leaf, every reed and fern, were clustered in the work of the
capitals, and in the round arch above moulding within moulding showed all the
beasts that God has made. He saw the rose-window, a maze of fretted tracery,
the high lancets of the fair hall, the marvellous buttresses, set like angels
about this holy house, whose pinnacles were as a place of many springing trees.
And high above the vast, far-lifted vault of the roof rose up the spire, golden
in the light. The bells were ringing for the feast; he heard from within the
walls the roll and swell and triumph of the organ:
O pius
o bonus o placidus sonus hymnus eorum.
He
knew not how he had taken his place in this great procession, how, surrounded
by ministrants in white, he too bore his part in endless litanies. He knew not
through what strange land they passed in their fervent, admirable order,
following their banners and their symbols that glanced on high before them. But
that land stood ever, it seemed, in a clear, still air, crowned with golden
sunlight; and so there were those who bore great torches of wax, strangely and
beautifully adorned with golden and vermilion ornaments. The delicate flame of
these tapers burned steadily in the still sunlight,
and the glittering silver censers as they rose and fell tossed a pale cloud
into the air. They delayed, now and again, by wayside shrines, giving thanks
for unutterable compassions, and, advancing anew, the blessed company surged
onward, moving to its unknown goal in the far blue mountains
that rose beyond the plain. There were faces and shapes of awful beauty about
him; he saw those in whose eyes were the undying lamps of heaven, about whose
heads the golden hair was as an aureole; and there were
they that above the girded vesture of white wore dyed garments, and as they
advanced around their feet there was the likeness of dim flames.
The
great white array had vanished and he was alone. He was tracking a secret path
that wound in and out through the thickets of a great forest. By solitary pools
of still water, by great oaks, worlds of green leaves, by fountains and streams
of water, by the bubbling, mossy sources of the brooks he followed this hidden
way, now climbing and now descending, but still mounting upward, still passing,
as he knew, farther and farther from all the habitations of men. Through the
green boughs now he saw the shining sea-water; he saw the land of the old
saints, all the divisions of the land that men had given to them for God; he
saw their churches, and it seemed as if he could hear, very faintly, the noise
of the ringing of their holy bells. Then, at last, when he had crossed the Old Road, and had gone by the Lightning-struck Land and the Fisherman's Well, he found, between
the forest and the mountain, a very ancient and little chapel; and now he heard
the bell of the saint ringing clearly and so sweetly that it was as it were the
singing of the angels. Within it was very dark and there was silence. He knelt
and saw scarcely that the chapel was divided into two parts by a screen that
rose up to the round roof. There was a glinting of shapes as if golden figures
were painted on this screen, and through the joinings of its beams there
streamed out thin needles of white splendour as if within there was a light
greater than that of the sun at noonday. And the flesh began to tremble, for all the place was filled with the odours of Paradise, and he heard the ringing of the Holy Bell
and the voices of the choir that out-sang the Fairy Birds of Rhiannon, crying
and proclaiming:
"Glory and praise to the Conqueror of Death:
to the Fountain of Life Unending."
Nine
times they sang this anthem, and then the whole place was filled with blinding
light.
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