I was still considering whether I
would go away or not when the man came back and sat down beside us again.
Hardly had he sat down when Mahony, catching sight of the cat which had
escaped him, sprang up and pursued her across the field. The man and I
watched the chase. The cat escaped once more and Mahony began to throw
stones at the wall she had escaladed. Desisting from this, he began to
wander about the far end of the field, aimlessly.
After an interval the man spoke to me. He said that my friend was a very
rough boy and asked did he get whipped often at school. I was going to
reply indignantly that we were not National School boys to be whipped, as
he called it; but I remained silent. He began to speak on the subject of
chastising boys. His mind, as if magnetised again by his speech, seemed to
circle slowly round and round its new centre. He said that when boys were
that kind they ought to be whipped and well whipped. When a boy was rough
and unruly there was nothing would do him any good but a good sound
whipping. A slap on the hand or a box on the ear was no good: what he
wanted was to get a nice warm whipping. I was surprised at this sentiment
and involuntarily glanced up at his face. As I did so I met the gaze of a
pair of bottle-green eyes peering at me from under a twitching forehead. I
turned my eyes away again.
The man continued his monologue. He seemed to have forgotten his recent
liberalism. He said that if ever he found a boy talking to girls or having
a girl for a sweetheart he would whip him and whip him; and that would
teach him not to be talking to girls. And if a boy had a girl for a
sweetheart and told lies about it then he would give him such a whipping
as no boy ever got in this world. He said that there was nothing in this
world he would like so well as that. He described to me how he would whip
such a boy as if he were unfolding some elaborate mystery. He would love
that, he said, better than anything in this world; and his voice, as he
led me monotonously through the mystery, grew almost affectionate and
seemed to plead with me that I should understand him.
I waited till his monologue paused again. Then I stood up abruptly. Lest I
should betray my agitation I delayed a few moments pretending to fix my
shoe properly and then, saying that I was obliged to go, I bade him
good-day. I went up the slope calmly but my heart was beating quickly with
fear that he would seize me by the ankles. When I reached the top of the
slope I turned round and, without looking at him, called loudly across the
field:
"Murphy!"
My voice had an accent of forced bravery in it and I was ashamed of my
paltry stratagem. I had to call the name again before Mahony saw me and
hallooed in answer. How my heart beat as he came running across the field
to me! He ran as if to bring me aid. And I was penitent; for in my heart I
had always despised him a little.
ARABY
NORTH RICHMOND STREET, being blind, was a quiet street except at the hour
when the Christian Brothers' School set the boys free. An uninhabited
house of two storeys stood at the blind end, detached from its neighbours
in a square ground The other houses of the street, conscious of decent
lives within them, gazed at one another with brown imperturbable faces.
The former tenant of our house, a priest, had died in the back
drawing-room. Air, musty from having been long enclosed, hung in all the
rooms, and the waste room behind the kitchen was littered with old useless
papers. Among these I found a few paper-covered books, the pages of which
were curled and damp: The Abbot, by Walter Scott, The Devout Communicant
and The Memoirs of Vidocq.
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